Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt and dance like no one is watching.

- Randall G Leighton


As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

- Unknown


The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

- Unknown

from undernier

at the moment.

i feel like life is full of heart breaks. thats all. and maybe...just maybe you find one that lasts long enough that you can forget the actual breaking part. but that just a maybe.
i started that sentence with "i fell" and then erased it. MISTAKE. i did fall. and i hate myself for it now. i didnt whilst i feel. oh no indeed. it was amazing and beautiful and probably the first time i didnt over think every single thing. it felt right. at least more right then it does now.
but that feeling now....it doesnt apply. at least not to him. its been erased and completely forgotten. but for some reason, i wish i knew, the female persuasion loves to keep that feeling close, reliving it, in all its misery and emotion and depth. but theres a bluntness to mans version maybe comparable to a guillotine. will he ever read this no. but do i read what he writes. it takes a lot in me to not some days. mostly Gods grace, and humor.
thats the other thing...i really think God humors me a lot. just gives me little glimpses. like pieces of broken glass, he lets me stumble upon yet another one. and says 'can you see yourself now?' or better yet 'can you see a different part of yourself now?'
the answer is yes.

i used to look at my anonymous friends or followers or whatever they are on here...and just hope. so at least i can say i have hope. that has got to get me somewhere.

i hope

i continue

and i still love

Before the worst

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you where mine for life

We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

If the clouds don't clear
Then well rise above it, well rise above it
Heavens gate is so near
Come walk with me through
Just like we use to, just like we use to

Lets take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong